Friday, April 29, 2005

Shi-mi-ru!

From bash.org... it's funny quotes from IRC. friggin' hilarious!

Ar0uNd » Mahatma Gandhi, as you know, walked barefoot his whole life, which
Ar0uNd » created an impressive set of calluses on his feet. He also ate very little,
Ar0uNd » which made him frail, and with his odd diet, he suffered from very bad
Ar0uNd » breath. This made him.... what?
Ar0uNd » (This is so bad it's good...) --a super-callused fragile mystic hexed by halitosis.

dude I'm playing tic tac toe with this chick over a doodle drawing thing
I put down an X in the middle and she's like "OMFG CAMPER!!"

-!- Spudnewt [MacroKILLA@S01060004e2286ac3.wp.shawcable.net] has
joined #nanog
These goddamn trolls interrupting my flow. These niggas
don't respek us with a +o. They gotta color spam and fake
invite, bombing with asciis in yellow on white. Shit
yeah. it's bright, you 12 year old kiddie. You ain't got
pubes and you ain't seen titty. I'll jupe your chans and
ban your ass. Don't message me with plz unban, your chance
has passed! Other opers crappin up our relay net.
Why haven't you delinked your 386 yet? ircd needs xeons and
dual cpus. When it comes to irc hardware, you can't be a
jew. Shit, nobody knows the trouble I've seen. On invites
for websites with naked teens. Begs for ops and packet
attacks. Shit from users who use vi, not emacs. Another
long day of patrolling the IRC. Eating my doritos, and
having a jerk, I chat with TheWalrus and #nanog faggots.
All this niggas do is complain "the lag it's-- bad, chat
is slow, and we're getting harassed." Shit, trolls, this
k-line is your last. Once more and it's "G" and you're
gone for good. Banned from the internet chatting
neighbourhood. It's lonely at the top. Just me and
CHANFIX. Day in and day out. Banning trolls with my linux.
We give safe harbor to chatters world wide.
From pedophiles to hacker thieves. Yeah, I won't lie: IRC
is a cesspool of e-misfits. EazyCheezes and bagel-cutters
like that nigga BitS. But at least we're the best.
Disagree and you're gone. BRB, mom just told me gotta mow
the lawn.
-!- Spudnewt [MacroKILLA@S01060004e2286ac3.wp.shawcable.net] has left
#nanog []
-!- mode/#nanog [+b spudnewt!*@*] by nar
someone give that guy a record deal

don't worry, i'm here for you = )
brb

If you went camping and you got REALLY drunk with your friend and you
woke up the next morning with a condom stuck up your ass would you tell anybody?
i dont think so
Wanna go camping?

wtf
ESPN is showing 2003 national jump rope championship
who the hell watches jump rope competiti--- ooh bouncy

oiuyniyu98h987h89yh87y98yjn987j987y897yhkiuk;''''
sorry.. there was a spider on my keyboard.

Diana Ross' husband died
how
fell while climbing in South Africa or something
that's sad
i guess there is a mountain high enough

hey cres, I know what you're thinking right now
" "
i dont get it

* Quits: crag-- (crag@202.154.72.136) (Dead girls dont say no)
* Quits: KiM (KiM@134.115.157.196) (going for a walk :p)
<@ShowDowN> that is sick
<@ShowDowN> we should ban him next time he comes in
<@nekro> yeah, who the hell goes for walks

In a perfect world... spammers would get caught, go to jail, and share a cell with many men who have enlarged their penisses, taken Viagra and are looking for a new relationship.

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Insignificant



there's something i yearn to achieve, but i don't know what it is. i loved so many things, even though it never turn out right for me. ballet, jazz, keyboard, singing, acting, taekwondo, debating, knitting, volleyball, try naming it, i might had tried it before. while some people take to things like a duck to water, i on the the other hand, take things like a cat to water.

what am i truly good at? i don't know. waiting tires me. can you tell me? could you? i guess i'll keep on trying until i find it.


sometimes i feel like a salmon struggling to swim against the tide. sometimes i feel carried away in a crowd. i jump and try to reach for the sky, but it's a matter of time before i sink again. the hand above a sea of black heads. the cries are muffled. who am i? what am i?


am i destined for insignificance?


yet sometimes i try not to think about these things. if i were desperate in my bid to search for myself, i would neglect others around me. enclosed in my own little world. and oh, how much i would had missed! the laughter, the tears! the friendships bonded, the company that shapes our characters. let this white sheet be splashed with colours, torn, sewn and patched. i'll be proud of my scars. never again shall my world hold only one entity. because of the world outside, i'm not merely an iota in this vast universe anymore.



Thank you.

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Malacca pics

There's so many things I would had blogged about. Yep, note the words 'would had'. It would be on the trip home while looking out the LRT window, pondering. Then i step off the train, onto the platform and cross the road and it's as if that thoughts had not crossed my mind at all.

There are some pictures from Melaka, where my semester had a research trip that I'd love to show you. Two pictures I took especially for this blog.
..then ye don't!
Doesn't it just make your mouth water??? =P. It's a Chicken Rice Ball lunch version of Chipsmore Magic Disappearance (now you see, then you don't!)! XD. It was yummy though, much more fulfilling than the pricey Baba Nyonya food we had... but overall, Melaka is nice.. with friends =P. It's a small town with such quaint places! Ah, I can't tell you enough on the amount of walking we did...the skies there was of a brilliant blue, the cloud spattered little across... i love it loads! however i think it would be much more gorgeous if the sun hadn't barbequed our skins. =D

At night we played 4 rounds of cho tai ti, then watched Sepet. Well, technically, only Seiji and me were watching, Kezia had covered herself and curled up into a tiny ball and slept. Chris and Andrew were in the middle; half-asleep (does it sound more positive if it were 'half-awake'? lol). The lights were turned off. While the laptop played the sequence of pictures, suddenly behind us, a blinking. it went on for about 5 seconds before the light fully turned on. We were so freaked by that! And it just didnt help that beforehand, at that very place, we had chris to pose as a ghost...

... I don't even want to think about it. lol. Here's some other piccies for your viewing pleasure:

kezia the superstar!
Kezia taking a breather; somehow this reminds me of a HongKong photoshoot...

at nyonya restaurant
me and William the bluehyppo

on the way back from jonker street
the evolution of smile? l-r: andrew(closed), chris (opening...)and seiji (smile! XD)

mmmmhhh!
andrew witnessing extreme concentration on seiji's face =P

lalala...
silly face after lunch (note the sunburn marks...)

That's all folks *bows*

Friday, April 08, 2005

monday mornings and dark rooms

considering the fact that i was a monday morning baby, i just cant seem to wake up on mornings. not that i like mondays much either. sometimes nature has their cruel jokes, like raining when your car brakes just konked out or bringing its yellow hot face out when you're barefoot on a beach. but the worse of it, in my opinion, is raining heavily at 6am when you have to get up for work, school or similiar.

she must be laughing at us earthlings' bewildered and rather miffed faces. v funny, mother nature.

i missed coll today because my comfy bed refused to let me get up and was too lazy to drag my lazy ass. it was a short debate in my drowsy state. my mom was no help. i think i should be glad i have a rather unorthodox Asian mother; she doesnt pressure me to excel in education like my friends' parents do ("just do your best and I'm happy"), we often argue without thinking about rank (like equals but not all the time...) and she tells me jokes that most parents would avoid (eg: hentai jokes...). she didnt kick my bro out because of his tattoos;

BRO: hey ma, can i get a tattoo??
MA : NO!
BRO: too bad i already got it!
MA : ...

and piercing my belly button;

ME: ma, i get belly piercing okay?
MA: cannot.
ME: don't care, getting it anyway.
MA: ...then why you ask in the first place?

however after i got it, she was showing it off to relatives, who are a bit traditional...

sometimes she regrets being so lenient because both me and my brother are rebellious (refer abv, lol) . however we're not doing drugs and those-really-bad-things, which she thinks as long as we dont do that, it's fine.

but i digress (as usual).

she says she wants to sleep too (she takes me to the ampang station) and asked me whether if i could skip coll XD.

Mid term break has arrived, but it's like the calm sea before storm. Because after this break, will have absolutely no free time except to eat, bathe or take a dump or smthg.

My coll's dark room is a source of funny events... for those who dont know, a dark room is where we develop our photos. it's totally dark except for a dim red light. i have been lucky to have not knocked right smack into the wall like some of my buddies did (hahaha). and if you're wearing all black, we could only see your head in that room... which is bloody scary in my opinion. that day Kezia sat on the table and when i looked at her, i see no feet but a head... and there's one time i was holding the red filter and trying to secure it in its place using a screw but was having trouble since i couldnt see well. my friend lent a hand. and the conversation went smthg like this;

HIM : hey, i cant find the hole.
ME : what do you mean? sure got wan, go a bit lower
HIM : still can't find it...
ME : aiya, hold this, let me help you...
another friend: hey, what are you two doing?

XD. we didnt even realise it sounded sexual.

if the kid from Ju-on appear from nowhere i think i'll take the chemicals and dump it on him. the stop-bath chemical because it's the most poisonous.

even though photography had given me a truckload of heartache, i love the process. there i am in control. i can enlarge the picture or make it smaller. i can cut out areas i do not like. it's also up to me if i want to get a dark or a light image. and after a few seconds of soaking it in the chemical, the image would slowly bloom in the blank paper.

if only life were that easy.