Thursday, December 02, 2010

Maybe not

I just updated my FB status with 'Blasted short fingers!! =(", in reference to me, not being able to do a CheatOne bar-chord on my guitar.

But I removed it, because I just got home from watching a steamy movie (Lust, Caution) at the office with my colleagues.

People might misunderstand.

Monday, July 05, 2010


my roomie told me there's this memory competition; the first prize being rm3000. how about joining, she asks.

i told her that i'd suck so much, that the organisers would demand rm3000 from me wtf.

where am i again?

Monday, May 17, 2010


Location: Faculty
Time: Deadline time!

What could one say when a ringing phone is picked up, and upon saying, "Hello?", the person on the other line says, "I want to submit."..?

The only suitable reply is "Sure, all I need is the eternal ownership of your soul."

Sunday, April 04, 2010


it's a classic sunday... blue blue sunny skies; the sort that idly promises a great day, if you would turn off your sweat glands.

then i back away from the window, plonked my ass down in front of my work area.
because that's the punishment for procrastination of too many lazy evenings and weekends.

a scattered workplace; drinking dices from maison, an emptied brand's essence bottle as a stationery holder, chewable vitamin c so i can pretend to be taking care of my health. upside down spoon does a better job stirring.

incidentally, it's a very good day for laundry.

the keys taunt me... but it's okay. the reward of gifting comprehension and understanding is not too far away.

i wonder if i'd miss this when i'm gone.

little trinkets to amuse me. pretty, jiggly earrings that threatens to elongate my earlobes.

chalkbag. contains my favourite scent, though after its first outing, it mingles with the tangy smell of sweat...
escapism. fairyland. wake up wake up.

just woken up... check out the oily hair!! also, the blue-green chunks =).

a year plus of hiatus. wow. i'm sweeping aside the spiderwebs as i type this.

during the time gone, there were much sunny days, and more rainy days. i cried more than i laughed, i found friends, got stuck in the middle, drifted away from some people, lost faith in myself, regained it back again and emerged stronger, had a dear soul reclaimed by God, learnt a lot about the world... though there is so much more to learn.

i can't say that i'm sombre now. maybe sometimes (and a little now =P), but i'm more myself than i've ever been =) [think lame jokes and randomness!] . in my journey to this point, i would often look back and cringe at my eroded self at the expense of others. now, i know my worth... and it is much much more than what i imagined before.