for all the closeness we used to have -
you were someone i knew and barely know now.
time and time again, thinking about the past wrung my heart in agony... but when i spoke to you just now, it feels that the part i had for you is dead. 'dead' not in a heart wrenching way. it's in a way that it didn't recognise you anymore.
but know this; i couldn't give you half of what you have given to me. for that, i'm immensely grateful to you.